Old 10-23-2017, 03:48 PM
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waxfruit
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Congratulations to everyone for sticking it out!
The depression, anxiety, feeling and talking through it all. Kudos!

Kit- I too want to take a martial arts class. Always wanted to. I've been thinking about what I need to substitute my addiction with. I think finding something whether it be running, knitting, martial arts, photography, painting; something healthy to take up that void would only be a benefit. Find what I used to be passionate about. I know for me there's tons of things I've always wanted to do. It's just a matter of figuring it out... the piano was my first love. Always wanted to learn.
It's funny, I used to be a dreamer. I used to dream of all the things I wanted but got beaten down so hard I hardly believed I deserved anything good anymore. Screw that!
I know I need to take it easy, especially with my history of constant struggle with staying sober and that stinking thinking. As my ex used to say, "it's simple stupid."
I hated that, but it's true.
Day3 and thanks everyone for being here!
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