Originally Posted by
ChloeRose63 
Sometimes it takes alot of Day 1's to eventually get to the point where you have had enough. Don't get down on yourself. There will be a final Day 1 where you have really made the committment to stop drinking for good. Keep trying and making better recovery plans. You can do this!
I’ve had so many day ones. I honestly hate this and I don’t want to keep starting over. I want to be better. It’s so depressing to know this disease is beating me.