Originally Posted by
Akasha 
A mere shadow of myself staring back at me when I looked in the mirror..
This is when I knew I had 'lost myself'. When I could no longer look at myself in the mirror.. Hang in there and get back on a program.. Here's a song about a guy looking in the mirror and his reflection talking back to him.. It really helped me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJ4Z_gRR9Lw