I was told some background detail might be necessary so here goes. Crystal Meth was my drug of choice. A mere shadow of myself staring back at me when I looked in the mirror. In and out of rehabs until rock bottom came with a rocket launcher right out of hell. God came and saved my life. Over 6 years clean when all of a sudden an undeniable urge came. I gave in and what a party it was. Now I am just using to sustain myself. No one knows I am using again. A close friend recommended I talk to someone.... anyone... so here I am. So afraid and so alone.