alexandrav

waxfruit,

I'm sending you the biggest hug ever!

I had a close friend who just committed suicide this past August. It's a terrible thing to try to process. This is just one traumatic event after an accumulation of others that include an abusive family and repeated sexual assaults.

We all need to cope somehow. Drinking is just one way to numb out. I know that's my quick fix, unfortunately.

So sorry for your loss(es), and don't feel bad about the way you reacted! I hope you can find the inner strength to get back on track.