I wanted to drink tonight. There is half a bottle of vodka in the house somewhere. Hidden from me. I thought about looking for it. But didn't. I don't really like vodka - except in Bloody Mary's. One of those days when I thought, "just a few days a month", "3 drunk days then three weeks sober", "how bad can it get?" The bad voice is returning. Still sober. Have a great weekend everyone.