sao, thanks for the kind words, but it really was bad. Even my manager was annoyed with me, and said as much, that next time I should think what point I'm trying to make, especially when contradicting a superior. It made sense in my head and completely fell apart when I opened my mouth... What's worse, this was the first time I spoke up in this room full of people. I feel insecure to begin with and this was a huge blow.
Glad your workday is almost over. Hope you have something nice planned for the weekend.
I'm trying to think of something except all the commitments for the kids and getting more depressed. It's a gorgeous day outside and all I want is crawl in a hole and, if I'm honest, I just don't want to feel anything at all.