My heart rate has dropped to 91. That's where my heart rate usually sits so as long as I don't drink then I really won't have to worry about it. I'm gonna push through today and if the night is scary then I will go tomorrow.
I'm worried about the jib thing because I was supposed to start this week, but they pushed it to next week. They said they would call me and still haven't and that I'd probably start, Tuesday. Again, I over think. I've always been that way with my job. It's a real fear that is always constant in my life. It's weird.