lyssalove

I won't go to deep into it, but I drank about half a handle a day for years, lost multiple jobs and ended up in the ICU a year ago almost to the day. (I remember cos I was pissed about missing halloween).

I was sober for a few months, thought I could control it for special occasions. But alas, I am here.

I am back to multiple bottles of wine a day, back to half handles. My nana is trying to help. Moved here to help me, as I was almost homeless.

I've cut down dramatically, which feels awful.

But I don't have money for a fancy rehab. Even a normal outpatient program. I want to stop. But I don't know what to do.

All I know is I can't do it on my own.

Any recommendations? How effective is AA? Because it seems my only route, but I'm still so nervous.

Any advice is appreciated <3