I thought that my withdrawls from binging would get easier if I drank lots of water when I drank alcohol. But, it wasn't any easier and somehow felt worse because I knew what it felt like to start to seizure and hallucinate. I counted the hours since my last drink for a whole week. I prayed alot during my last withdrawl because I really thought I wasn't going to make it through without brain damage. Enough is enough. I have had my last Day 1 forever.