Hi. Is there nothing that you can get from your Dr to ease the withdrawals? I know as an alcoholic I was often given Diazapam to make the early days a bit easier. Getting through that first 2 week hurdle can be very hard. Are there any NA meetings in your area. You'd get a lot of one to one advice from other recovering addicts who have been through the same things. Also, of course, there are forums on SR that are specifically for recovering users to post/read.