Needing help....
I've bern an iv user for 4 years ive been trying to get clean now for 2 months but keep going back becouse i cant handle the throwing up sick feeling.. ive tryef getten into rehab but keep getten turned down.. I suffer from depression server.. ive had a bad childhood and often think about killing myself thinking it would be best.. but i dont wanna die. i love life i jusy reslly really really esnt help