Finding it really hard today
I have taken your advice. Emotionally no longer vested in my neighbour. I have been to a couple of AA meetings. I feel like I am going crazy again. Each day I am feeling stronger and don't want a drink which I know will turn into a relapse and more recovery time and the cycle will repeat. I feel like I am back in a black hole again. I think 3 years of my neighbour have worn me down. I saw a show on tv about an underworld figure who was a psychopath and he was gunned down. I think I got involved with another psychopath. Feeling a lot of grief shame and loss. It helps writing on here. What do you do with all the horrible feelings? I am seeing my psychiatrist on Wednesday. He's never much help though. What can you say in 5 minutes to a shrink. I can't seem to move forward.