Early in sobriety, I went to a wedding that, had I been thinking about it in a better way, I would bypassed.
Daughter of family friends, wedding was in upstate New York (wine country), spouse really wanted to get away, etc.
it wasn’t great. Everyone was drinking, of course, and I just wasn’t secure enough in my sobriety yet.
I wanted to drink, too.
I didn’t, but I really, really wanted to.
In retrospect, I wonder why I put myself in that position. What am I , Superwoman?
It served as a good lesson , though.
My sobriety is the most important thing. I worked hard to achieve it, and I won’t give it up.