Luckily hangover is all gone. Slept nicely last night. So happy that is the LAST hangover for me - EVER.
There have been hundreds.
I have always bargained with my addiction saying things in my head that I can drink after a month, 3, 6, etc. And that just left the door open to drink anytime.
This time I know unequivocally that any amount of booze would lead me back to last weekend. Honestly I would rather die then go back there.
I still have a lot of guilt shame and remorse and embarrassment for all I have done to myself, my family, and my friends... sometimes complete strangers. Those things will just take time to resolve. But drinking another drop of booze is completely unacceptable.