Wow I didnt think I was gonna be able to make it last night. Had a full blown panic attack.
Hope I never have to experience that again.
I finally got some good sleep though, and feel confident in staying sober today.
Yesterday I also threw away all my MJ and paraphernalia. MJ was my other vice and it kept me linked in to altering myself and ultimately drinking. Cant do that ever again.
100 percent clean. Day 4.