Originally Posted by Layali

Hi everyone. I'm just at the end of day one, for no codeine pills or any other stupid drugs. The bad thing is that my ED behaviours have reared their ugly head (heads?) and now I am almost finding my food issues harder to get under control than my drug problem.
So.....maybe I will be able to stay clean but I doubt it's very healthy to be abusing food the way I have been abusing it these past few days. Of course, I now sadly keep thinking that if I take something (T1's, etc) then I can keep my appetite in check for a little while. But no, I can't do that. Tomorrow morning I'm trying St Johns Wort for the first time. So I will need to eat something in the morning (this morning I ate nothing, nothing all day until the evening when I binged - not good) I really should focus on being healthy. All around healthy.

Anyway so tomorrow morning I will say I have gone 1 day clean. I never know how to count these things like tomorrow is day 2, but also will have been 1 day. I'll figure it out eventually. I remember I had this issue when I quit drinking too, haha.

Anyway I hope everyone is doing well. I still have to read up on what has been going on. I've been away for awhile...