Beast-a-logs, would perhaps light up those old neural networks, rattling the Beast's cage and provide it with a smidgen of hope.
I never saw the point in rehashing drinkalogs. That part of my life is behind me and to reflect upon it, would only serve to raise shame, embarrassment and regret and I have no use for those adverse emotions in my sober life. I've forgiven myself and moved on, because there was no point in self-flagellating and defeating myself. I can't rewrite history, but I can play a positive part in shaping my future.