izzy8 - I hear you, day 5 here, just got back from Canadian Thanksgiving with the family... Lots to do, long day tomorrow, normally I'd hit the bottle to take the edge off and dumb myself down so I'd stop thinking. I am not going to do it; there is nothing I *NEED* to do or life won't go on except not have a damned drink, so I am going to eat dinner despite not being hungry, then I am going to take a bath and read a book. A good night's sleep will help with the stress more than drinking. Hang in there.