Thanks everyone and I absolutely agree with you all, way too soon to be putting myself in such a situation. I'm grateful i made it through!! I did think about drinking, several times last night I almost gave in, so much beer and wine around me and they were totally my drinks of choice. Anyways, I not be putting myself in that situation again anytime soon it was far harder than I thought, I was very tense the whole time and stressed. I know that this would have been the kind of thing where in order to calm my nerves I would have drank way too much and been sloppy and felt horribly embarrassed for drinking so much.
I will def watch my AV, I can say at this time that the experience seemed to strengthen my resolve and only accentuate to me that I clearly do have a drinking problem. I'm grateful that I am sober today. I don't want to drink.