Rose,
You handled yourself VERY well - I would have lost it if I came home and my puppy was missing too!!!! At least he could have made an effort to go out and find him!!!! Sheesh!
(OK, I know that wasn't helpful!!!
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Your husband doesn't hate you. He's sick. You will be ok, no matter what he does. You will be ok whether you decide to stay or go. He on the other hand would fall apart the minute you left!!!! Don't listen to all that quacking!
I know you're in a lot of pain, but remember we're all here for you and support you no matter what!
Hang in there!!!
Hugs,
JG