I'm on my third day
I am sitting here in bed with my husband asleep. Usually I would be drinking until I was ready to pass out for the night. I've been reading everyone here, and it's giving me strength for the first time in twenty years to stop. It's been three days, and I want it, but I want to stop doing stupid stuff and feeling like crap more. Weekends are tough, so I'm staying in and avoiding triggers for now. I'll keep checking in. It helps tremendously.