Funny story about asking for help.
I go to check into a rehab clinic the day I got clean. The refuse to admit me because I didn't have insurance and recommended a State run place. I ask if it's any good, their answer is that they accept people without insurance. That told me all I needed to know.
I went back out to my car and fumed for a bit, got really pissed off and decided, screw you, I'll do it myself. Fortunately it worked.