I totally agree with Dee on his post. So often, I have let the fact that Im an alcoholic, be an excuse for why I cant remain sober. Its true I am one, but using this as an excuse is just pure AV talking. Or,letting bad life situations or things that upset me, as a justifaction for yet another binge, setback. I know its damn hard,, and Im still working on that myself. But I know the real truth.