Stress at work
I have a routine meeting with the boss every Tuesday. The meeting this morning was so stressful that it put me into major anxiety. I took half of an anxiety pill. It has helped a little. I must admit the anxiety is a trigger for me. I’m still determined I’m not going to drink today.
I know I’m behind at work because I haven’t been focused on work. I’ve been focused on wanting to go home to hang out with my friend and get drunk. I’m so thankful my friend isn’t there now. It would be difficult not to drink. I also know in time my work will get caught up because as the alcohol gets out of my body my focus will get better and I will be more productive.
Life will get better. It’s just gonna take some time.