Originally Posted by
ChloeRose63 
Day 2 for me. Feeling tired and need rest. My mind is a mess so I cannot concentrate on my recovery plan yet. I just want to get thru these hours. Almost 31 sober hours. This is the worst feeling.
Day 2 for me too. And yeah this has been a really really rough couple of days. Although honestly not near as bad as Friday...trying to keep that in mind to get through the next couple days. And yeah definitely the worst feeling - miserable. Came real close to getting something tonight...step down method rationale and all. Somehow I made it past everything and got home to a cup of sleepy time tea. Unfortunately my heart is pounding and my mind is racing - I'm gonna try to stick to the tea but I'm not sleepy and there's the nagging knowledge that somehow the other night I didn't drink all the beer and there's still some in the garage fridge.