Yeah i wouldn't rule it out. Just found out I was throwing myself at my friends boyfriend! I'm mortified. She's just called and she's very understanding but I don't know if I can look either of them in the eye again. Binge drinking is definitely my thing too. I can't keep doing this man. I wish I wish I could reverse time. Never knew I could feel so much self pity and shame at the same time and then self loathing for feeling sorry for myself.