I guess you don't understand what I'm getting at. Still don't know what AV is. I always want more knowledge, and in this case, maybe it could help my children. I don't want to bargain(did that for years), don't want to leave any doors open(did that for years too, even recently), don't want to drink anymore because of the physical pain it has caused(including 22 years of heart disease). I'm going back to the cardiologist in mid October. If the outlook is good to live a while longer, maybe I'll go to that psychiatrist. I'll be back after my Dr. appt.