What's your plan for future alcohol consumption ?
Finding out about AVRT/RR( great threads hee on SR in the Secular Connections forum about these ideas) helped me formulate a Big Plan .
Finding the 'whys' is just a ruse of the AV to keep the option to drink on the table, eg if you can't find 'it' then it's going to happen again, as if you it's beyond your control.