Well I'm traveling for work and broke my sobriety. I know why I feel innadecuate I feel like a loser and I just went out to drink by my self tonight . It was bad I wander around the hotel and got lost. I'm still drinking and need to wake up soon. I'm so sorry but I knew it was going to happen I can't be around this people sober. I am a loser my coworkers are better than and that's a trigger. I cannot be find oit