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Old 09-26-2017, 10:46 PM
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Sunbaby
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Join Date: Oct 2012
Location: Texas
Posts: 31
Wow, my mind is kind of shocked. I just found my original post on this thread and didn't realize it's been 5 years, and the same time of year since I first considered I had a problem. Holy ****... what an eye-opener. There is no denying the fact of how long ago I realized I had a problem, even before I actually realized it. Five years I've lied to myself and a lot of messed up stuff has happened since then. I NEED TO BEAT THIS. I had stopped coming to this sight for 5 years until this month, almost if not exactly 5 years ago. I didn't realize that. Kind of dumbfounded right now. I doesn't truly get it back then. And all this time y'all have been here and I wasted those years and lost a job and a boyfriend since then. And damn near some of my family and nearly my house (from job loss). Love you all!! Glad I remembered this site and am here again.
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