((((Sunflower)))) you're so hard on yourself honey. From a fellow parent they can truly be little bu$$ers sometimes and I know you want to be that calm serene mum but just remember.
Toddlers can be really hard work.
You're doing everything you can to be a better mum.
You do a lot of this on your own and it's HARD.
You are sober!!!!!!!!!
We all ♥ you loads