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Old 09-24-2017, 05:04 AM
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tomsteve
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you didnt honestly think a car would keep you from drinking, did you?
but your right-it wasnt a relapse- it was pre meditated. you had a conscious thought a long time ago
im sure your car didnt slip into the parking lot, you just slipped into the store,the wine just slipped into your body.

"Just releived I got home safe last night."
remember what your sponsor said about being selfish and selfcentered, which you denied?
this is a PERFECT example. how about the people you could have killed or injured?
personally im glad no families were destroyed by your actions.

sure hope ya surrender real soon- get some humility to listen to what your sponsor says and ask questions. become willing to learn.

this is just another great example over the years of being poweless over alcohol, an unmanagable life, and 100% insanity.

"I thought having something to work towards would help me."
you have had that before having a car and still have that today:
you have YOU being free from selfishness,self pity, fear, insecurities, and all them other wonderful crap feelings.
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