If you don't care enough about your life, please think of the lives of others. DO NOT DRINK AND DRIVE. Get a dang Uber.
Now....AA - - YES YOU NEED AA. Hey - I just went to my first meeting a week ago and it was one of the best experiences I've had lately. Please don't be afraid to go. I think you'll find it to be wonderful. No one will judge you because they have all been down a similar road. I really, really would like to encourage you to just give it a try. What's the worst that can happen? Could it be worse than getting arrested? I don't think so.
The very fact that you're here shows that you desire change and you know what you're doing isn't right. Try a meeting!!!! I think you'll like it.