I'm curious, AVRT practitioners: Do you not drink because you say so (Will), or because you really don't want to (Lack Of Desire)? Seems to me there's a difference. I really don't want to drink ever again, that's the major reason why I won't. It's not that I want to but refuse, or "can't", or even that some other part of me wants to but my cerebrum over-rules it, I just plain don't want to ever go there again because I recognize "there" for what it is, hell on Earth. Gradually, it's becoming a feeling similar to how I feel about, say, dropping acid like I used to do 35 years ago - ugh, no interest at all. Is that the same for you, or different?