Originally Posted by
Renvate 
Yep. This Is the moment I was talking about in my previous thread, after a long time you spontaneously just let yourself drink, like all the work meant nothing
This is the cycle I want to stop. I did 13 months, seven, then another seven or so, then more, now 8. Last time I broke my sobriety for 1 glass, 1 glass!!! So stupid!