Old 09-20-2017, 12:05 PM
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Renvate
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Originally Posted by August252015 View Post
Great decision - what is your plan of action for staying sober this time? For when you feel strong and great - and when you don't? For every day?

Most if not all of us have found that having a program (mine is AA) is critical to learning how to get and stay sober and live a life of recovery.
Hard to say at day 5, August.

Iam sorta juggling alot of information atm in my head, especially about sobriety.

So once it settles I'll get back to you on that one. Not all tools are acquired straight away, but I suppose the best I have atm is.

- take it a day at a time
- just don't drink.

I do have awareness of my biggest up coming trigger, its the free wine on the plane in 3 weeks.

And Its when Iam so jolly and happy at 30+ days that I actually forget the damage that I've done .. to pretty much everything.

I am worried though. that I will feel "cured" once along time sets in. And this will fool me into drinking. I suppose that's what checking into SA Is for.....but I just had a realisation. That this previouse sentence was alcoholism talking, if you know what i mean.
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