Hi KiKi. All I have to do is remember the horrible state my life was in at the end of my drinking days. I crashed & burned badly. Two dui's, a ruined reputation at work, confused & angry family/friends, health issues, financial disaster, etc. Every area of my life was affected by my 30 yr. drinking career. It took me a long time to dig my way out of that nightmare - so I'm not even a little bit tempted.