Originally Posted by
icandothis20 
Its probably lacking. I lean on my fiancé for a lot of support, and hes been amazing. He isn't drinking at all with my either.. at the moment. I keep fantasizing alcohol and thinking I can control it. Especially with my wedding and my bachelorette coming up. Its really tripping me out.
I easily justify.. just 1.. never ever turns into just 1.
I am doing yoga, meditating, coming on here, praying, reading lots about recovery.. I tried AA it wasn't for me..
Maybe a non secular support group?Therapy? It's good that you are here and came right back. A lot don't. I didn't before and continued on drinking for a couple of years. Hang in there and congrats on your upcoming wedding!
Also..It does get easier with time.