Originally Posted by
DontRemember 
What's your recovery plan look like?
Its probably lacking. I lean on my fiancé for a lot of support, and hes been amazing. He isn't drinking at all with my either.. at the moment. I keep fantasizing alcohol and thinking I can control it. Especially with my wedding and my bachelorette coming up. Its really tripping me out.
I easily justify.. just 1.. never ever turns into just 1.
I am doing yoga, meditating, coming on here, praying, reading lots about recovery.. I tried AA it wasn't for me..