Binge Drank last night- day 1 again
Well, made it 2 weeks and got too inside my head. I started thinking this is too hard, and my mentality went right to **** it.
I have been feeling really flat, and depressed the past weekend so I think it had something to do with it.
I get that I'm not going to feel better till probably a couple months in, my dopamine is probably messed up.
I just want to quit this madness, woke up again dehydrated, feeling like ****, anxious and disappointed in myself. I drank a whole bottle of wine, and 2 tall boys.. sigh...
Day 1 again