Hello peeps.
I'm still here.
I know that I've made some bad choices in my life and felt like a bad son. After living with these people for a while and especially how they are acting now that my step mother is gone, I feel like I might be a saint! Seriously, I know that I wasn't the best song or father but I wasn't that bad either.
I believe in God and that things, good or bad, happen for a reason. I know that God had me here to help mom in the end. I have no complaints about that, I'm not happy about the path I went down to get here but ...
I do feel like I may have blown the chance for true happiness. Nothing I can do about that now.
These people ignore me if I try to offer advice and act like I don't know what I'm talking about. So be it if you want to do it the hard way.
I hope you all are doing well.
Peace be with you.