Its a tough call, I went to her because I was terrified of relapse. Now ive got the pills my mind is off having a drink I guess. I know the tablets are there if it gets too much. I agree I should try and manage this without chemical substances. It is so very very hard tho, but the good thing is Im not looking to pick up a drink anymore. Im going to try and work through this, I think, Day by Day, hour by hour, it is so verrrrrrrry hard going at the moment. Admittedly.