Glad you decided to stay here for the support. Other people's stories help too. I read more than I post and I think it has helped alleviate the cravings because at Day 12, my AV is still at bay. Mind you I have another issue consuming me lately with someone else but it has nothing to do with addiction.
I second that moving would not solve your problem at the core, your addiction will follow you anywhere. It has for me after moving cities, even countries. The change and work has to come from within and with help and support. Trying to face it alone has been nothing but continuous failures for me, and there was no escaping it or myself.
