Welcome Dreamingtree,
Wow...I'm sorry about your BF blowing up on you for coming here. This place is a wonderful support tool, obviously he feels threatened by that. I hope things smooth out for you. I have to give you credit. You had every reason in the world to drink after that incident, but you didn't. You must really want to quit. That is a wonderful thing. I hope you get back to meetings soon and you can move forward with your recovery. Sobriety is the only way to live. Good luck...