Thread: 10 Days Sober
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Old 09-07-2017, 05:23 PM
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Hats
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Join Date: Sep 2017
Location: Leduc, Ab
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It's day 12 and today was a little better, well a improvement over the last 2 days. Going to meetings and talking with my sponsor regularly is helping me sooo much. I had a breakdown in front of him 2 days ago, I was in some kind of emotional tail spin and he encouraged me to let it all out and did. It felt good as I've bottled so much crap up over the years. I have some hope right now and I'm praying constantly just to get through the days and keep some sanity. My sponsor is going to get me started on the steps next week, going through the BB with a work book. I've done this years ago and remember how rewarding/empowering it was. It changed my thinking and my way of life and connected me with God, I became very reliant on my higher power. Then..... well I lost it all and I resent myself because of it. Needless to say, I'm excited to get back into the steps again, I need these steps to get my life back, to let God back into my life.

Here's to another sober day
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