Hey Hats I'm right there with you. Today will start my day 10. Doing and feeling the same way as you. Been to at least 1 AA meeting a day and had my first one-on-one with my Sponsor to start working the steps. It hasn't been easy but def the support from AA, from these forums, and wherever I can find it helps. I started reading the stories in the forum of those who had over a year of sobriety. It's on another section of the forum. Probably read 20 or more last night. Very inspiring would def suggest! Stay strong!