"I black out all the time, but I am only 26 years old and cannot imagine a life with no alcohol."
cant be worse than life WITH alcohol still in it,can it?
what cant you imagine?
a life without blackouts?
how nice it is to wake up in the morning not being full of fear over what may have happened the night before?
the money lost to alcohol?
not being angry all the time?
not being scared,lonely and lost?