Hi Gabe, I'm sorry that you relapsed.
I think it's important, along with stopping drinking, to make changes in your life. You will need to, and be able to, find new things to do that are fun. I needed to make some major lifestyle changes in order to support my recovery. If you feel like you're losing out on something fun, it's not going to work. What do you like to do, what hobbies do you have or are interested in starting?
You can do this!