Originally Posted by
icandothis20 I black out all the time, but I am only 26 years old and cannot imagine a life with no alcohol.
I am here to tell you there is life without alcohol. But at 26 you can't imagine it, and while actively drinking you can't comprehend it.
At 26 I didn't want to quit drinking either. What I wanted was to be able to drink without the terrible consequences of my drinking. I so want it, I tried for the next twenty-something years.
Spare yourself the grief. Quit and quit for good. You are a blackout drinker. That's life WITH drinking. Your life will be so much better without alcohol.